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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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well for those of you who will actually read this... hello again! i gave up on this silly little game we play a while ago... bc i used to be busy and shit like that... but now that im in college... when im not drinking im just sitting on my ass- hence, ill be returning to the world of the livejournal. hooo-rah.
ecu is my favortie thing...
ive met some of the best friends i bet i'll ever have in my life
its not GREENville for any other reason than that we all love the color dank green, wink
and its not really like vegas, we just call it G-Vegas bc no matter what we do, it will be fabulous and fun.
i have a beautiful new apartment with my beautiful new friend Rachel, who lived across the hall from me in the dorms for a month, until she got kicked out for breaking some big rules, and i thought she must be pretty fucking awesome, so i moved out with her and we get along real well :-)
our beautiful new apartment is "downtown" and so we only have to walk a block or two to get really really shitfaced at the bars, and walk our happy asses back home
and that whole STD thing... however i wont argue with a statistic, i cant name a single person whose walking around handing these things out... we're all very safe and clean and happy little fuckers.
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so wow, its really been a while...
i graduated from highschool, as a North Carolina Scholar, whatever that means :) HELL YES FOR NO SCHOOL AND ALL THE INSANITY THAT WILL BECOME THIS SUMMER!
im going to ECU next year and will be rooming with some Julia from Cary. "but you're Julia from Cary!?" you may say?... yeaaa my thoughts exactly. its going to be strange. but kinda cool too...
i went to a Durham Bulls game tonight with Bergman, English, Greg, and Greg's friend from work Chris... and then went to dinner and hung out at Chris's house for a while. had a very nice time, its fun to do random shit.
went to see the babes of ALG last night in Greensboro, had a rocking good time there as well... i love those boys too much, each and every one, MWAH!
im working everyday at the good old Kenny's Gymnastics Academy Summer Camp. at NINE IN THE MORNING. EVERYDAY! but thats ok, i love those kids, they draw me pictures and give me back rubs, and play with my hair, and share their lunches.
my best friend in the whole world, Molly, is moving to VA tomorrow... just for the summer... but still. its definitely weird watching her go out and get a little apartment and have a real job and be a grown up... making shit loads of money. im excited for her :)
but okay its too late to rabble right now, i have to wake up early, just thought id say hello to all my little internet buddies, HELLLOOOOOO!!!
holla back youngin, ___! ___!
what sound is that seriously? is it a woop? or just a wahh?
peace and love, j2
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| Time: | 7:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | ben harper- forver. |
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"sooo who remembers that time... when we went to greensboro... and"
the first thing chris says to me before he plays is "hey, im pretty drunk"
john drank vodka, thinking it was water, on stage
it took about 5 bookbags to carry all of the alcohol out of my car into kevins dorm room
i locked my keys in my trunk
we sat by my car til 3:35am waiting for AAA
realized john likes fire, and annie likes bubbles
came across 4 guys streaking through the quad
our night started at 4am, after "taking care of some business" ahem annie and john
we stole traffic cone #2, for the lovely kevin
played baseball at 5 in the morning, until Annie stole third and broke her ass bone... then layed on the ground begging for a cig
smalls made the quote of the day... "if playing with balls is wrong, i dont want to be right!!"
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ohhh good times with the gboro crew
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i finally got my new car!!
gold 2001 accord ex, v6, 2 door, tan leather, sunroof, 6 cd changer, i kinda love it :)
the townhouse is just crawling with reptiles now. its interesting, scary, yet cute.
my weekend was pretty awesome. except when i got sick saturday night, and then had pictures taken of the AK47 being held up to me and chris sleeping. so thats either kinda funny, haha, or they want me to die :(....
greg said he'd be my date to the SOCK HOP~ i think this party will be very very cool. and im tre excited. yeyuhhh
less than a month of school left for me, hail yes
who wants to go to greensboro this weekend to see ALG??? i'll drive :P
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my weekend was typical and i guess i had a little fun. friday i stayed at the townhouse, alot of my friends came. molly regretfully showed her flexability in a dress...allison got a little more than drunk...and everyone else danced a lot.
jacob and i sat in the mr2 with the tops off looking at the stars and listening to music. highlight of the night. jacob is the coolest.
saturday morning i dropped allison off at my house, where she slept on my bathroom floor for an hour while i took molly home to north raleigh. im not a fan of taking long drives alone. so i took maggie. :) then allison and i hung out upstairs all damn day watching teenage mutant ninja turtles and dawsons creek, recovering from the night before. it was nice. then i went back over to jacobs. started drinking early, went to E-footes party, and her niehgbors party, drank alot, then jacob tristan and i went back to the townhouse. and thats when i fell asleep. at like 1. im a loser.
today jacob took me to bojangles and then we jammed to rhcp and cleaned the townhouse. it looks so pretty :) im going to miss him so much.
i just finished eating dinner with my family. whom i dont really like today for no reason. my brother does nothing but come over for sunday dinner, make fun of me, and try to make me feel like a smaller person than i am. guess thats what i get for being the little sister, but it pisses me off.
i cant wait to move to greenville. have some real fun and find a real man. to like me, and hold me, and love me forever and ever. but who am i kidding? i seem to attract the same brand of assholes no matter what.
looking at lexus IS300's. theyre pretty hot, and daddy carbucks likes it.
which is a plus.
later babes
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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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| Time: | 3:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | john mayer. |
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life of the party, and he swears that hes artsy, but you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane.
...miss you
well friends its wednesday, and i must admit there was no celebration for me yesterday. sad sad. but i had to work, and im sure showing up to teach kids gymnastics while blazed, wouldnt have worked out too well. and then i got home and just didnt have anything to smoke. poo.
---Jeepy died monday
---so im driving dads explorer. give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh.
---help me pick out a new car to get for graduation
OH im a 4th quarter senior and im about to get suspended for the first time. screw you Nelson. screw you.
other than that, i dont think theres a thing in the world dragging me down. spring just does it for me. ooooh ahhh.
molly got the job (exotic)dancing(sike) at Busch Gardens in Virginia for the summer. hehe. so way to fucking go molly!! but that means shes moving even farther away from me... buttt getting her own apartment, and that will be hot. ill go visit as much as i can, and play on the rides, and you can come with me if you ask nicely.
this week is taking too long! friday night i'm gettin rowdy at the townhouse. mollys coming from winston, havnt seen her in too long. and johns coming to hang out a little bit too :)
welllll im bored - so i hope everyone has a beautiful beautiful day. im going to wash the explorer, get my spinnas shining. peace and love, j2
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so prom was amazing. i had the best time. the past two years i went it wasnt too special... so this year i didnt go into it with very high hopes, but i was wrong. we had an awesome dinner, and it was fun to see everyone at the prom all dressed up, and then the after party was off the chains. you know youre gonna get crazy when you drive an hour to some farm retreat house with the sole purpose of getting trashed. and our friend james was the dj, hes sick, just sick. sharon and i brought our lemon alcohol stuff she got in italy. we had, and still have no idea what it was, but half a wine glass of that shit got sharon pretty drunk, and for me of course much more did the same. but so it was a wonderful night/morning dancing and drinking and dancing. and making pottery- haha. oh and of course my date was amazing :)
this weekends weather has been soooo beautiful i love it and i never want it to leave. its warm finally, but not too warm. and the crickets are out, and the butterflies, i love them. my brother came over for dinner tonight and we ate on the back deck, it was great, reminded me of the old days. siggh- miss you bro. kind of.
jacob left me to go to myrtle this weekend. its been a long long time since i havnt spent a weekend with him- and i miss him! thats ok- we'll hang out tomorrow.
and so i ask-
"do you ever have that dream
when you open your mouth
and you try to scream
but you can't make a sound?
that's everyday
starting now"
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so jacks told me its about damn time to update, so i guess i will-
its friday, finally, and im quite excited about prom tomorrow :)...which has been quite an ordeal by the way.
for those of you who DONT know, my prom date/good friend greyson called me the sunday before prom and tells me has to work on prom night or he'll get fired. a> wtf, sounds shady huh?, and b> he works at winn-dixie and i seriously doubt the conditions are quite so harsh that he would get fired to go to his senior prom! so, even shadier. he said he was just wondering if i had any other options for a date bc he just doesnt think he'll be able to make it. so i say, wtf mate? are you joking me? youre lying, and its a bad lie at that. what the hell is the deal? and hes like, nah im not lying, can you go with someone else?. so i hang up the phone, pissed, make a few phone calls, snatch an awesome date (who also took me to prom two years ago), dustin. dustin lives in greenville, and can leave college and go back to highschool to take me, on 6 days notice to my prom. what an awesome awesome guy:) so then, back to the greyson thing, i find out that not only was he lying, he was lying to take a DIFFERENT GIRL TO A DIFFERENT PROM on the Same night....................... note to friends: if you ever wanna piss me off-- DITCH ME THE WEEK BEFORE MY SENIOR PROM FOR ANOTHER GIRL, AND THEN LIE ABOUT IT!! all in all, greysons a really pathetic, stupid, stupid idiot. you dont pull that shit on good friends- or anyone for that matter. good luck in life- you asshole.
so ANYWAYS tomorrow night my group of about 9 are meeting at my house around 7:30 to take pictures, and then eating at Winstons at 8:30. im SO excited. i LOVE all of the people im going with, this should be awesome. then after prom we're going out to "the farm" to party hard with the proctors. sharon brought me back a little something from Italia that should make the night ever so enjoyable :P
i got hollered at while sitting at the stoplight in front of that frat "lodge" by snoopys on hilsborough, all the guys were out playing frisbee, aw :) made my day.
california was amazing, it was so beautiful and perfect, i luh ma gurls. super troopers night soon, just wait, its gonna get rowdy. oh yea and jacks can have chinese.
peace out yall- jules
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good news, today didnt suck! at all!! i woke up late and had to rush to school, but what else is new... oh and i got a sick ass bloody nose again in ICM, but thats ok too. went to bojangles with calvin ris jessie caleb and amir, good people, good food, and caleb and amir ARE FIIINE. had a good chat with my college writing teacher about college, she made me feel better. then took the top and doors off of calvins jeep and thats always awesome, i love that car. then i aced my med science quiz and walked out of class 30 minutes early and went fishing with jacob and char in umstead park! i caught fish!! one almost died tho :(, at least im not jacob, bc one of his DID die... MURDERER. and im about to go to work, then going to the TH tonight, i cant wait, jacob says is gonna be rowdyy, and that better be true. i need to lettttt looooose. sighh ok, going to work- friday classes are fun bc theyre invite only, therefore the girls dont suck, and i dont get kicked in the face!!
love LOVE LOVE you all, especially molly. no one makes me feel like you do :p
keep it real "dawgs"- j2
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Thursday, March 25th, 2004
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i dont know where this day came from? all in all id say it sucked.
few good parts-
grande mocha
sharon
my mix cd in the car
windows down
kids at work
15 minute power nap
bad parts-
fucked up my shoulder at the park at lunch
annoying red cross meeting after school
getting out late and speeding home
realizing i forgot to give allison her stuff she left in buster blue aka jeepy aka MY HEAP OF JEEP
then speeding to work
fucking up my shoulder at work
coming home only to have a bitch fight with my mother
about school
and grades
and speeding tickets
and how im not as perfect as my brother
then a bitch fight with my father
about how i might NOT be getting the new car he promised me for graduation, bc i wont be driving it next year anyway
not knowing where im going next year
...knowing ill have to leave all my best friends:(
my dog died last week
having to work tomorrow (being friday)
dustin getting a citation
sad, im just sad
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
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ok so ive always been a fan of ani difranco, not many people are, her music is a little odd, but it grows on me, and her lyrics are really really amazing. she must have hundreds of songs, and each one is quotable. and im sure ive had each one in my profile at one point, so anyway. one of my favorite songs is Good, Bad, Ugly...
sometimes the beauty is easy
sometimes you don't have to try at all
sometimes you can hear the wind blow in a handshake
sometimes there's poetry written right
on the bathroom wall
and it's bad
that I took that second look
I guess I'm an open book
you know I didn't really intend
to embrace you that long
but then again I wasn't the only one
holding on
...and ive always thought to myself that i should write that on a bathroom wall. but never done it... but so.. today i go to the bathroom at school and find-- not that song :(, but another one of hers-- 32 flavors...
Squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision
So you might want to turn your head
Cause someday you might find you are starving
And eating all of the words that you said...
and although its not the right song, it is another good one. and just the fact that someone else had the idea to scar the walls with her words made me feel quite cool. i was stunned and amazed, and sigghhh proud of the world. and so while i squatted and peed.... i smiled :)
and my left shoulder is fucked. i pulled the muscle sooo badly. it wont move above 90 degrees. but it should be ok soon :( thank god for my sports training abilities! but its still hard to be a gymnastics pro with one good arm.
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| Time: | 9:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  awake. | | Music: | green day- longview. |
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so i have many random bruises and cuts from this weekend. my elbow is soo sore and theres a rugburn looking thing on it, ouchhhy. wish i knew how that happened.
today was a pretty good day! its always awesome hanging out with rissa at bojangles, allison at the fresh market, and jacob at the mall. good kids, good times. i love them very much.
well mollys back in winston, and that sucks. i didnt even get to see her much before she left bc she couldnt come to gboro with me (sad face). shes without a doubt my best friend in the world. we are always in the same mood, thinking the same shitty things about people and life in general. she helped me through a really bad bad experience last week, like a champ. helped so much. shes the shit, i love her even more than before. if you dont know her, you should.
i hate it when people belittle me. or decieve me. how insulting! consider me confident, but sometimes people really fucking make me feel stupid. and then that makes me angry and sad. and so ive been slowly but surely realizing that only a few people really care about me, and its time to realize who they are. thanks for that jack. if you dont like me- dont talk to me, i promise ill be ok. but dont talk shit, and dont pretend to be nice to my face. it just makes me hate people, and the world. and thats no good, bc i love those things. and if you call yourself my friend- dont lie to me. dont do or say things to make yourself feel bigger and better than me. i see it, and you suck. im not down with that. one bit. and last but not least, im far more than sick of "first layer" men.>>>>
ALLIEJ886: layer one's are the ones that are only attracted to ur looks and basically jus want ass all the time, but the layer 2 guys look beyond the appearance and go for something deeper than just sex.
jcj141: well put
ALLIEJ886: thank you
<<<< i mean dont get me wrong, its nice to get some here and there, no problem. and no strings attatched. but sometimes id rather hear im beautiful than im hot. id rather sit by a waterfall and talk (thanks mark:P) than go see a movie. sighh, i just make myself so lonely sometimes, and it sucks a lot. i want/need/deserve a boyfriend.
and once again, i cant wait to move the hell out. i mean i love my parents very much and it will be sad to leave them, but its absolutely insane how someone else still has control over me (granted not much, my parents are cool). but so- ecu, uncg, or uncw, watch out- im comingggg.
we put bonnie to sleep on friday. rough rough time. so now maggie doesnt have a best friend, and its like i lost a little sister. that dog has been around as long as i have. i miss her, and want her back. :( :( :( ok i made myself sad. later guys, LOVE LOVE j2
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this is the third entry ive tried to fucking write tonight. my first one was sooo long and detailed allll about my wonderful weekend in greensboro and then i click send, but i get a proxy error shit message and all my words were stolen from me :( so then i wrote a second one explaining just that, and continuing to write about the weekend somewhat, but then the same thing happened when i tried to use a fucking "tired" face. BULLSHIT!! twice!! so this is the third attempt, i dont care if you know about my weekend anymore, i had fun.
however, i didnt sleep in johns room until around 10 am. then got up a couple of hours later when he had to work. SO IM TIRED and im going to take a beautiful nap on my beautiful bed which i missed. but kev and john have nice beds too! LOVELOVE-- j2
ps- "All my life I always wanted to fly. I always wanted to live like a hawk. I know you're not supposed to be jealous of anything, but to take flight...to soar above everything and everyone...now that's living. But a hawk is no good around normal birds. It can't fit in. Even though all the other birds probably want to be hawks, they hate them for what they can't be. Proud. Powerful. Determined. ...Dark. Odin is a hawk. He soars above us. He can fly. One of these days...everyone's going to pay attention to me. Because I'm gonna fly too." <-- i dig that
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so i got home from the beach yesterday, i had an awesome time for the most part. a few things to share i guess-
a- sunburn... not cool
b- i was drunk and 'swimming down the street'with ashley b (laying down on the longboard) and ran over my middle finger. the top of my nail is completely scratched away, and it hurts to use the finger... it will be ok tho
c- i was pushed off of my stool and fell onto the wooden arm of the futon during one of the many dancing sing alongs.. and have a pretty painful bruise/scratch on my side :(... it was fucking hilarious when i fell tho
d- this ones my favorite. at the porn store... i got bit by a dog. literally- bite marks on my foot, blue/green bruise across the toes. maybe i should get that checked out, i dont want some nasty std from the dog at the porn store. :0
e- i burned my tongue on ramen quite badly, however at the time i couldnt feel a thing... but so yea. i hurt.
had a good time tho :) there are far too many stories to tell
--LOVE j2
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my bad, i guess its been a few days... nothing too exciting is going on here. SIKE- IM GOING TO MYRLTE BEACH TOMORROW night at 9 with annie and tristin and we're also giving my old dawg dustin a ride to meet his friends!!:-) ive never really driven 4 hours in pitch black, i hope i dont get lost. ever since i found out i was going this weekend, ive been seriously OFF the friggin wall. (just ask allison. ahem, bojos lunch today...wink wink) i cant sit still, i cant concentrate in school (as if i have to), i seriously dont know how i will hold it all together for one more day of school tomorrow.
so my parents have no idea that im going to myrtle beach. i told them that sharon (shout out bff) and i are going to UNCW to meet with an admissions officer and get a tour and do some shopping in wilmington and such. and so, my dad is letting me take his explorer, due to my jeepy's short life expectancy... AND they gave me $120. how bout that, dudes. i love my fathers car a whole lot.
ok so, im a gymnastics teacher, and thats tons of fun and all, UNTIL YOU GET HEADED IN THE FUCKING MOUTH. i mean i dont understand how these adorable little kids can be sooo uncoordinated and dropsy, but good god, i know i could do a forward roll when i was 10 without jumping into my teachers head. apparently they just dont understand. my lip is purple and black, and thank god its not still swollen. ..oh- and some girl broke her arm when she tripped over a mat while running to the waterfountain. AT LEAST BREAK IT DOING SOME COOL STUNT... and for all you kids who hated that no running rule at the pool and stuff, STOP IT, DONT RUN ANYWHERE, EVER. i will kill you. after you break your fucking arm.
ok so, BACK TO PACKING FOR THE BEACH!! ill holla :) thugs.
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soo yea guys its friday night and was home by 10:30... so i can go to ECU tomorrow with my mom, oh god i CANT WAIT. sike out. we're just gonna walk around and eat lunch, find dustin and friends, then head back home. sighhh college...
its such a weird feeling right now.. like everyday i wake up fucking early to go to school, where i dont do a damn thing, so i REALLY cant wait to get out of highschool and begin the fun. but on the other hand... im seriously sad/scared about leaving all of my friends, moving to a different city, having to wake up on my own in the morning.. gasp! but it will be a big change, a big one. yet im ready for it. i really wish i knew where i was going to school next year, either ECU or UNCW. im studying nursing, therefore ECU would be the better school, but- uncdub is THE BEACH. i love the beach. ohh decisions decisions.
this weather is absolutely amazing. i can tell it just makes everyone happier. i love driving around with the windows down, listening to good music, watching everyone walk their dog. puts a smile on my face :) the warm weather means its closer to spring, which is closer to summer, which is closer to MOVING THE HELL OUT!! and going to the beach every weekend:)
and oh can i get a big hell yea for myrtle on wednesday, and california next month!? good times with good friends is all this girl needs. keep it real yall.
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Thursday, March 4th, 2004
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so this blog is all about this chick allison jackson. she is one of my BEST friends in the entire universe and if you dont know her, shame shame on you. i just cant get over how seriously cool she is. i love everything about her, her curly hair, her neverending smile, her honesty, her sense of humor... GOOD GOD this girl makes me laugh so hard. we can sit and watch stupid videos online FOR HOURS and be in side splitting laughter the entire time. we sing in the car... ohhh do we sing in the car, we eat wendys like no other, we can sit and do absolutely nothing but watch tv and STILL have a wonderful time. sigghhh im going to miss her in college. alot. well im making myself sad, so i'll go... I LOVE ALLISON and i hope everyone has a FABULOUS night!!
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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sooo yayyyy!! mollyf and sharon have online journals so i wanted to be cool like them... although that is impossible :-). today was a great day... went to the park with laura and mollym for lunch, i really miss those girls. we used to be best friends and do such cool things like cliff jumping and playing at the lake all day, and driving around in Tawny the volvo listening to the hottest mixes by molly-mix-a-lot! sigghhh. they're the coolest girls i know, i love them. :-) afterschool i drove around with court and sammy, also great kids. then i deposited a paycheck. AND THEN my mom got home from work and we began our quest for a prom dress! and ohhh man was it great. we ended up going two different places to try on different colors and sizes of my dream dress, and GOT the gold/yellow one. its the same dress that kate hotty hudson wears in how to lose a guy in ten days... absolutely beautiful, i love it more than my pillow. and phew, if you know me, i love that fucking pillow. so anyway, now i just have to convince father to give me $100 for the shoes i want, shouldnt be too hard, im a daddys girl :-). sigghhh its a great dress. im so excited about prom!! we're getting a stretch hummer for 10 couples, and its just going to be so much fun. yayyyy. so wednesday means OC night, the coolest show everrrr. seth cohen, aka adam brody, is the cutest little curly haired doll baby ive ever seen. hes sooo funny and witty and cute and sigghhh if only i were a surfer chick in cali, hed love me back. dream big guys, dream big.
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